Monday, March 26, 2007

help me runaway from it all....

I am hurt and speechless from what u said to me...will i ever be enough for you? will you ever accept me for who i am? I've tried so hard to make you believe that we can make this work....
but somehow i just feel like giving up, my heart can't stand another scar...what has this world done to u and me....i wanted the white picket fence and the white garden wedding...but i know now its all a lie...a lie i believed and i trusted for so long....how can u love someone but hurt them so badly at the same time??? Am i not enough for you...what is it that u need from me that i haven't given u???... The tears just wont come out, they are paralyzed from all the hurtful things that u said....all i wanna do is just to RUNAWAY...runaway from everything, runaway from hope, runaway from love...i just wanna runaway from U.... I want to believe that we can make it work, but my heart just want to stop beating, is it possible that a person could give up on love...cause somehow i think i am....